We all have days and weeks and sometimes months of wanting more,
don't feel like we measure up, want a new car or house or just
go on a vacation with our kids.
But truly, it's not really about that....that's not what any of us really need.
Besides of course having Christ in our life, that will always be number one,
the second greatest thing you can show your kids is love.
Love your kids so much that they don't realize that you're broke, lonely, scared,
depressed, ashamed, weak, unhappy, or fill in the blank.
My parents did a great job of that.
Me and my little brother.....in my church shoes
Sure we had noodles, tomatoes and hamburger casserole once a week
because it was cheap but I thought it was wonderful!
We only ever put $5 worth of gas in the car and ran out more times than
I can count but I thought everyone else did too.
When my Dad brought home a 1920 Volvo, or the Scotch Lumber truck that they had worn out,
or a purple toyota that backfired every time you shifted gears I thought yipee, a second vehicle.
When my sister and I took turns wearing the one "new" outfit......well I'm not gonna lie there was
a lot of fighting over that one..
I thought everyone went on vacation only to see and stay with other relatives.
Me and my cousin at the beach where she lived
I thought everyone spent their weekends playing with cousins in the yard.
I didn't think anyone bought snacks or coke and kept them in the house....the left over biscuits
from breakfast was on the stove all day to "snack" on.
Surely everyone had home made dresses to get their school photo made in.
I was sure two pair of shoes were plenty.....your church shoes and your school shoes.
I'll never forget my doll that talked or Vicki's ballerina doll that danced when you pushed her
crown until I broke her leg off.....I'll never forget because we only got one and played with
them for years.
I thought everyone cut "paper dolls" out of the Sears catalog and old shoe boxes to make
their houses.
I thought how cool it was when we first bought that trailer and it was decorated in Spanish
style with black furniture and red curtains with black fringe and red and black carpet.
You see....the point is....I didn't know that some people would think we didn't "measure" up...
I was proud of my life and my family, but I was not too proud to think I was any better than any one else.
I thought everyone struggled with money. All I knew was that my family loved me.
A favorite picture of my brother and I