Well I was going to share with y'all some pretty photos of the scenery that I got to see on my way to
move college kid home (for the final time) from Tuscaloosa.
But I am in a really crappy mood today and instead of saying beautiful things about life
and the beauty of nature this is what you get.
This is a beautiful photo of blue skies, green grass and a dead tree......yep just like life.
stupid dead tree...
Oh and here I am....dead tree and broken limb....
What is wrong with me?
I don't know.....I wasn't prepared for the emotions of moving college kid for the last time.
And I didn't move him home... he went to live with his brother...which is right down the road so
I don't know why I'm sad about this.
I would be twice as sad if he stayed in college forever.... so what do I want?
I don't like change.
Are you like that?
Any big change just shakes me up.
And change is ALL that we have had lately.
(it's a good thing you don't have sound or you would here a woman blowing her horn at me
because I was drifting into her lane while taking this photo.......I know.....shame on me.)
But I was desperate to get this photo for the LAST time.....which is so stupid....it's not like I'm never
going to Tuscaloosa again!
What is wrong with me?
This is what you want for your children.
To grow up and be normal, healthy adults that can thrive on their own.
But part of me is thinking "they are growing up and thriving on their own!!!....without.......me..:(
(thriving may be stretching it....college kid still needs a job...Masters Degree in Sports Management in case you have connections with a college or Pro team that needs to hire someone..:)
Why are my insides churning and my heart aching?
And so I load these beautiful images and I think...
Beautiful fences..............stupid garbage can.
I apologize for this mood.
Wouldn't it have been nice to tranquilly enjoy these photos without a crazy woman ranting
about kids and a life that has been wonderful to her?
Sakes alive....you best be getting in that Bible.....that's what you need!
It is.....what I need.
I'll be better tomorrow.....I promise.
Okay.....let's say something great here.
Beautiful red barns....blue skies.....
just don't drift and get hit by that 18 wheeler....
That was terrible Lisa!!!
Try again....
Look at the pretty hay.....
all lined up and ready to go......
just like my boys...
waaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!
Oh well....
today is not going to work.
I'll be better tomorrow....
if the Lord's willing and the creek don't rise.
Dear me....
you better leave now.....before some of this mess gets on you....:)
Have a great weekend....
no....I really mean it...:)
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